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I definitely loved the whole experience of getting high — breaking up the buds, the lift-off as it goes into your lungs, the cotton mouth and the light-headed feeling as you float on a cloud unbothered by anything in the world.

Some of us need that, especially as Black people living in a world of stress and anxiety that daily debases and devalues us. There were times I knew I should quit, or at least cut back and smoke less often. Instead of helping me recover from the world, smoking weed became one of my biggest problems.

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Yet I felt powerless, as it shaped too many of my choices. I saw any hole in my day as a chance to smoke. I saw any emotion as a reason to smoke.

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If I was happy, I smoked to make me happier. If I was upset, I smoked to alleviate the pain. The Voice knew how to justify anything. It was insidious, smart, chameleonic and in control, because the reward it was offering, the joy of being high, was so delicious. My addiction had a lobbyist inside my mind, who was constantly pushing me to smoke more, buy more, and ignore the voice that was saying I was hooked. Make no mistake: I was addicted. I tried several times.

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I went to Marijuana Anonymous meetings, I tried to institute rules for myself. The clarity of mind that came from not smoking was more calming than being in the cloud. Getting off the roller coaster — going up and down, into the high and then washing out — seemed more relaxing.

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I would deal with my stress and anxiety without running away. Suddenly I had a strong feeling that I was improving myself. When I was stoned or craving the high, I was weakened and The Voice could defeat my maturity and resistance quite easily. But once I had a week away from weed and my mind was calm, the Other Voice stepped up with a logic that silenced the desires to overindulge. The Voice was now unmasked as a frat boy leading me astray, while the voice of resistance and maturity was the adult leading me to the more refined pleasure of inner peace.

I am not saying everyone should quit. Good for them.

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Weed is not inherently bad. Things could be better without it. You could be happier without it.

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You have the power to quit. I know because I did it. There are Marijuana Anonymous meetings that might help you. And if you can find a strong reason outside of yourself, that makes it easier. If you can avoid not only weed, but also the friends who you get high with — that too can help. Real friends will respect the request, and not make your effort harder. You can take control of you and be happier. Weed is not the source of your happiness. You are.

I am still tempted. Search Afropunk.

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